Devil doesn't like change

Today was rough for me! I had a situation that cause me to get pretty upset. A month ago I would have lashed out with my tongue and most likely a fist. Today I knew who was behind everything so I know we are headed in the right direction as mad as I was all I could hear is love your neighbor love your neighbor. Did I handle it all right no I let someone push my buttons and get me to an upset state. I still love and care for him just not so much want to be around him. The good book says to love him and if I anger my brother to fix it and make it right with him. I want to get to the root and do whatever I can to fix this with him. I will not rest until I at least let him understand that I care and not going to let this end like this.